As I have read through the blogs of other teachers, the word "depression" has appeared in several. That is a word I am familiar with, as I have battled it for over 20 years. The two major bouts I have experienced were both triggered by school/work related matters. I take anti depressants and have been told I will have to do so for as long as I teach.
Knowing my circumstances, there have been several teachers in my building who have confided in me that they must take medication, too. I've heard of Lexapro, Effexor, Celexa, Wellbutrin, and Paxil being taken by numerous staff members. You have to ask yourself, "What does this say about our profession?"
I had a friend who warned me that teaching was a stressful job. I was in college at the time, however, wide eyed with the belief I could change the world and how could teaching possibly be stressful? Turns out that woman was wiser than I could have ever imagined.
Thank goodness for friends and family who understand. I am lucky to work with other teachers who are supportive and willing to listen. I am lucky that I have insurance to pay for the medication that helps me to keep a job and maintain quality of life. And, I am grateful that through the years I have gained knowledge on dealing with this condition and how to live with it.
To all those teachers who are on the edge of the abyss or have risen from it, I understand. Stay strong!
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